Singular. Uno. A lone champion on my Goodreads list.
I wish I could say I was savoring stories with the refined palate of a literary sommelier, but truthfully? I just didn’t read. At all. And not for one neat little reason. It was more like… a collage of distractions. A mosaic of chaos. A scrapbook of “oh, I meant to.”
So in the spirit of transparency, here are ten extremely valid, deeply serious reasons I read only one book in 2025:
Turns out I did read a lot — I just read lyrics, liner notes, easter eggs, subreddit theories, and the occasional lyric analysis essay written by a 19-year-old music major. Also: I logged 107,033 minutes of Taylor Swift on Spotify, placing me in the top 0.002% of global fans, and the 4,851st top listener, so honestly? That counts as continuing education. I am basically an academic at this point.
Every time I sat down to read, my brain whispered, “Or… hear me out… what if you stitched seasonally costumed cats and Taylor Swift lyrics instead?” So I did. For HOURS. I shopped for patterns. I designed patterns. I charted “Men will let you down. The Eras Tour never will.” in a fabulous font with Eras Tour-inspired hearts. My Kindle collected dust while my embroidery scissors thrived.
3. I made hundreds of bookmarks.
Which is objectively ironic. Because I, a person who does not read, have become a (nearly) full-time bookmark maker. Some people create art that reflects their lived experience. I make bookmarks for a hobby I no longer participate in.
4. Muffin, my fluffy little chaos demon, required enrichment.
I cannot read when Muffin is awake. I cannot read when Muffin is asleep because then I am staring at Muffin like a creep. So, no reading. Only Muffin.
I learned. I absorbed information. I became smarter, wiser, more informed. Just not… in a bookish way. If my Goodreads challenge included documentaries about cults, historical events, and nature being terrifying, I’d be thriving.
6. I fell into a rewatch hole I cannot climb out of.
I could’ve read a new story. Instead, I chose comfort. So yes, I rewatched The West Wing and Buffy the Vampire Slayer for the approximately 807th time each. Do I know every line? Yes. Do I mouth them along? Also yes. It’s a ritual now. A lifestyle. A commitment.
7. My brain is tired.
2025 has been a lot. Good things. Hard things. Work things. Creative things. Things that made time blur. By the end of the day, the idea of parsing words felt like a group project I didn’t sign up for. I did try to read. I picked up books. I started them. A few were even great. I just didn’t have the capacity to follow through, and I’m learning that’s not failure — it’s just the season I’m in.
8. I think the one book I DID read might have cursed me.
It was good. Too good. I wasn’t emotionally prepared for the vulnerability of starting another. Better to just… stare at it across the room like we have an unfinished conversation.
9. My attention span evaporated.
Every time I opened a book, my brain said, “Let’s think about literally anything else instead! Like that time I was awkward in 2013 or whether raccoons have best friends.” Spoiler: I Googled raccoon friendships instead of reading. They do have friends.
10. The most important reason:
I just wasn’t in a reading season — and that’s okay. Hobbies ebb and flow. Passions shift. Sometimes you’re devouring books; sometimes you’re devouring all things Taylor Swift and counting cross stitch stitches like they’re breaths.
So, what’s next?
Will 2026 be my triumphant return to reading? Will I finish TWO books? Three?? A novella??? Or will I simply accept that my life’s work right now is vibing, stitching, all things Taylor Swift, and navigating the daily Muffin-induced chaos with love and bandaids?
Time will tell.
Until then, if you need me, I’ll be stitching, listening to Taylor, and rewatching The West Wing and Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Yes, again.
As a relatively new, but no less passionate, Swiftie, The Life of a Showgirl will be only my second new (not a rerecord) album since I entered the Swifterhood. Before The Tortured Poets Department released last year, I did my “definitive” ranking of her first ten albums. I thought it would be fun to do the same for TS1–11 before we welcome TS12 this coming weekend. (I think I can officially call this a tradition now, no?)
My rankings and favorites are based solely on vibes and what’s speaking to me the most right now. I’m not getting into whether or not an album is “sonically” good. There are plenty of people far more knowledgeable about music who can break that down better than I ever could.
My album rankings are totally scientific, however. I use a super fancy spreadsheet someone (I have no idea who at this point) shared online about three albums ago that literally calculates a score for each album based on your rankings for each song. I’m not going to share my scores, but my final ranking reflects them.
Are you ready for it? Let’s rank some albums.
#11 – Speak Now (Taylor’s Version) (2023)
I know this might be controversial, but something has to land at the bottom. I love the songwriting on Speak Now, especially considering how young she was at the time. As a full album though, it just doesn’t call to me as much as the others. There’s no denying it gave us some true classics. This rerecord also gave me one of my favorite vault tracks ever, Electric Touch featuring Fall Out Boy. It’s also the album that convinced me to buy a vinyl player and start building my collection, so it’ll always be special in that way.
One of the best country-pop crossover albums ever, even if it’s not high on my ranking. I love the sparkly-dress-and-cowboy-boots vibe, but there are a few songs that drag this album down for me. I’ll never not smile when I hear Fearless, Love Story and You Belong with Me, though. Even though I wasn’t a Swiftie when the original version or Taylor’s Version released, I have fond memories of hearing those songs on the radio.
Red (Taylor’s Version) was my gateway album into the Swifterhood. I still remember many days and nights sitting on my balcony after it released, listening to All Too Well (10 Minute Version) on repeat and feeling absolutely wrecked in the best way. The album is full of nostalgic radio hits that I will always adore, but there are plenty of others that just do not land as high for me these days. Her version of Better Man is one of my all-time favorite songs in any genre by any artist. It took my breath away the first time I heard it. Red (Taylor’s Version) will always be close to my heart, no matter where it lands in my rankings.
The album that started it all! Well, not for me personally, but generally speaking. This is probably the album I struggle with the most at times. I love the songwriting and there is something charming about her baby voice, but the songs do not speak to me the same way a lot of her newer releases do. I think that makes perfect sense since I am nearly thirty years older than she was when she released it. The Eras Tour surprise songs gave me a whole new appreciation for many of these tracks, which is why it moved up in my rankings. My new appreciation for songs like Mary’s Song (Oh My My My) and Should’ve Said No, combined with nostalgic radio favorites like Tim McGraw and Our Song, makes it a solid album even if it is not my favorite.
Lover is pastel-colored joy with a sprinkle of heartbreak and a pinch of anxiety, and I love it for that mix. It is warm and romantic, then suddenly swings in to punch you right in the feelings. I do not always listen straight through, but the tracks I reach for are some of my most-played favorites.
The pop music bible! The sparkling pop era evoked by 1989 (Taylor’s Version) never fails to put me in a good mood. I adore the freedom and brightness of these songs, and the vault tracks were a treat. This album feels like driving with the windows down in the middle of summer. I will never forget the night she announced this album during the Eras Tour. I knew I couldn’t stay up until three in the morning to watch the whole show, so I went to bed at my normal time and set an alarm for around one. When I woke up and opened TikTok, I saw the blue folklore dress and knew it was happening. There was no way I could go back to sleep after that. Watching her emerge from the stage in a sparkly blue costume for the 1989 set and feeling the collective joy of the roughly 120k people in that live stream (not to mention the elated screams of those in attendance) was a top-tier Eras Tour memory, even if it happened through a screen.
Midnights feels like staying up way too late overthinking life but also dancing in your bedroom at the same time. It’s glittery, confessional, and a little dreamy — basically a night owl’s soundtrack. Midnights was the first new album Taylor released after I had entered the Swifterhood, but I wasn’t quite at the level of fan I am now and I didn’t understand the release hype. I didn’t preorder anything, I didn’t get wrapped up in Midnights Mayhem with Me, and I didn’t stay up late to listen at midnight. In my defense, I had just discovered a new artist I loved and she had nine other albums that were keeping me busy. All that said, I listened on release day during normal waking hours and I was totally enamored from the very first notes of Lavender Haze.
#4 – The Tortured Poets Department/The Anthology (2024)
The Tortured Poets Department is what I consider my first true new Taylor Swift release. I was watching the Grammys when she announced it. I preordered every vinyl variant. I soaked up every piece of content I could find about the release. I stayed up and started listening at midnight. I saw the two a.m. drop for The Anthology but had to tap out and sleep for a couple of hours. Ever since that morning, TTPD has been my ultimate crash-out album. If you see me scream-singing in the car, chances are it’s a song from TTPD. Most likely culprits are “The Black Dog” and “The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived.”
Fun fact: the first Taylor Swift songs I ever purchased from iTunes were from reputation, all the way back in 2017. ESPN was using snippets from … Ready for It? and Look What You Made Me Do in college football promotions that year and I just couldn’t help myself. Even back then reputation spoke to my very much non-Swiftie soul. Both of those songs were on heavy rotation in my gym playlist. Since then, my love for the album has grown exponentially. Those two songs will always be favorites, but I’ve also come to enjoy the softer and more romantic side of reputation, especially tracks like Delicate and Call It What You Want.
It’s hard for me to explain just how much I love evermore (and folklore) without going on and on forever. Both of these sister albums have such a special place in my heart. They’re the ones that made me accept my fate as a Swiftie for real. They spoke to me in ways her other music didn’t always. I wish I’d listened to them back in 2020 when they first came out because I think they would have changed me then. I mean, they did change me a couple of years later when I finally gave them a chance. evermore is the perfect late-fall and winter album, which means it’ll be on heavy rotation in the coming months.
folklore! My ride-or-die number one from nearly the first time I heard it. The cozy cardigan vibes, the cottage-in-the-woods storytelling, and the perfect mix of wistful and magical completely own my heart. This is the album I reach for when I want to feel wrapped in a blanket of words. It feels impossible to put into words everything this album means to me, and even if I could, I probably wouldn’t because it feels too personal. folklore is one of the few albums I regularly listen to from start to finish with absolutely no skips. I don’t even dislike hoax that much, but something had to be labeled my least favorite. It’s the perfect album, and it’s in heavy rotation on both my Spotify and my vinyl player.
Whew, that was a long one. Thankfully my handy-dandy spreadsheet made ranking the albums themselves a lot easier, but picking my favorite and least-favorite songs for each one was another story at times. There are just so many feelings wrapped up in all of these albums that it’s hard to narrow them down. Still, it was so much fun to revisit each era and remember what they mean to me. Now I can go back to counting down the days until The Life of a Showgirl drops so I can dive in, see how it speaks to me, and figure out where it lands in my next round of totally scientific rankings.
There are a lot of things about 2025 that I couldn’t have predicted, but one thing I never saw coming is my newfound interest in documentaries. I mean, sure, I’ve dabbled in the past with Netflix docuseries like Cheer, Receiver, Quarterback and America’s Sweethearts. Taylor Swift’s Miss Americana is heavy rotation, naturally. I would even occasionally watch other streaming networks offerings on consideriably heavier topics like Hurricane Karina and 9/11. But, that was rare (because, hello, heavy topics) and usually aligned with an anniversary.
Typically, when I’m unwinding in front of the TV (and it’s not football season), I’m reaching for some trashy reality show or rewatching a TV series I’ve seen a billion times. Lately, though, my TV viewing time looks a lot different.
I can’t even pinpoint when the shift happened, but more and more, when I pick up the remote and scroll through streaming services, I’m skipping over movies and reality shows in favor of documentaries or docuseries. In the last month alone, I’ve watched more than I probably have in my entire life combined.
Here’s a list of the ones I’ve watched in the last month or so (or what I can remember off the top of my head anyhow):
Trainwreck: The Astroworld Tragedy
Trainwreck: Balloon Boy
Trainwreck: Storm Area 51
Trainwreck: The Cult of American Apparel
Trainwreck: The Real Project X
Jeffrey Epstein: Filthy Rich
Oklahoma City Bombing: American Terror
Amy Bradley is Missing
Waco: American Apocalypse
FYRE: The Greatest Party That Never Happened
The Twister: Caught in the Storm
The Idaho College Murders
Hurricane Katrina: Race Against Time
Katrina Babies
Bad Influence: The Dark Side of Kidfluencing
Shiny Happy People
Closed for Storm
Honey Badgers: Masters of Mayhem
Glitter and Greed: The Lisa Frank Story
I’m sure there are others I’ve forgotten, but each of these sticks out for a reason—good or bad. I’m not going to rate or rank them, though. That’s not what this post is about. But if you ever want my opinion on any of them, feel free to hit me up in the comments or on social media. I’m always happy to chat about the things and topics I get fixated on.
I’m still not entirely sure why the sudden(ish) shift to documentaries, but I’ve been enjoying them. Though, I guess “enjoying” is a weird word to use with some of these topics, huh? You know what I mean. It’s been fascinating to learn about things I only had a passing familiarity with or absolutely no clue about. And hearing stories that never made it to the media about tragedies like 9/11 and Hurricane Katrina—some of which are downright rage-inducing—has been eye-opening.
I couldn’t tell you how long this phase will last, but I’m always looking for recommendations. If you have any, leave them in the comments!
Big changes are happening! My old blog was all about books (which I still love, obviously), but lately, I’ve been reading less and creating more: sewing, cross-stitching, running my Etsy shop, and just living life. So, it was time for a fresh start!
This new space will be a better reflection of me: a mix of books, creativity, and everyday moments. You’ll still find bookish content, but now there’s room for sewing projects, cross-stitch updates, Etsy shop news, and whatever else sparks joy.
It’s going to take a little time to move everything over from the old site, so thanks in advance for your patience while I get things settled.
If you followed me for book recs, don’t worry—they’re not going anywhere! But if you’re also into crafting, small business life, or just a little bit of everything, I hope you’ll stick around.
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